The Nocturnal Vault of The Heavens
Lucidity
dawns and I find myself drifting peacefully, with none for company save the
stars and silence, through space. The stars surround me in their magnificent
luminosity; these fireflies of the cosmos. The silence is profound and true. My
body is not in my control and it appears that I am locked in elliptical orbit
as the world moves around me. In the distance I gaze upon chemically-coloured
nebulas, blazing comets of ice and rock and irregular galaxies.
A beam of
white energy blinks past me. In that instant, I feel the heat of a thousand
suns; my being is vaporised to oblivion. The moment passes and I am intact once
again. The source of this power looms before me. It is huge. It is so massive
that it completely fills my vision…wherever I look it is present. A celestial
body that is shades of blood red and flame orange. It spirals within itself as
lightning viciously strikes about it. At the centre of this cosmic maelstrom
there is an emptiness, a region devoid of light and life. A place in which time
ceases to exist and yet, is also born there. Gravity grabs me and seduces me
towards nothingness. My body twists and stretches when I enter this void.
Darkness is all I know for what seems like an eternity, but is actually a
minute.
As I open
my eyes I experience a feeling of relief; the quasar has vanished. Searching my
vicinity, I notice that these stars appear to be subdued, like a veil of onyx
has been thrown across the heavens. Three small, perfectly round asteroids
materialise ahead of me. On each of these sits a woman. The first is wrapped in
silver silk, tiny planets adorned through her hair and a necklace of moons on
her breast. The second, the oldest of the three, has rings of dust and debris
orbiting her. Her facial features are a stark contrast to the way she tenderly
holds a sun in her hands as if it were a babe. The last
wears not a single stitch of cloth or covering of another kind. Her skin
radiates warmth and light and she sits spread-eagle on the barren rock
regarding it as a gilded throne. Within her eyes swims the universe. A part of
me longs for each, however only the last takes half my heart.
Time
moves.
Floating
at the edge of the universe I behold a colossal oak tree. Its roots are spears
into the abyss, the trunk has the width of worlds, the branches spread out twin
to the rivers of life and the leaves are spirits of green foliage. This ancient
tree is “The Tree”. It has been my destination from the beginning. Landing on
The Tree, the laws of nature go awry; I stand up perpendicular to the trunk
without falling. Beneath my feet the bark is solid…more real than reality. A
few meters before me is an engraving etched into the wood; it reads…
Walk here as you do in life,
for I am Life.
My branches shall be your destiny,
while your Fate is the heavens which I bear.
Forever constant, without end.
The Final Fate of all.
As I read
this, flashes of lives that are mine, yet are not, emerge in my mind. In each;
different decisions have led me along various paths. I ate numerous things, had
diverse careers, loved countless women and died an assortment of deaths.
Stepping out of these visions I arrive at the primary split of the trunk. I
pause, contemplate, make my choice, and take a step. I walk towards the
heavens, towards Fate.
~
The Sandman
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